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Sep. 17th, 2007

china girl

falling up

I think I like him - but as the story goes, its complicated. When will it ever stop being like this?
I'm tired, lonely and bursting with love to give. Somehow, this one feels different (maybe I'm hallucinating that its different). Pieces find their places without a push and it seems like the universe is finally conspiring on my side but - there is a big BUT...And a question that wants to fall from my parched lips and into the breadth of his supple, brown arms, a question that leaves me hanging on the precipice of a buy-in, a question that plagues my fevered dreams and dry striped sheets...a question that needs an answer.

Throw it at him and it may bounce back.
Deliver it to his doorstep and it might get stepped on.
Send it to him via parcel post and it may get lost.
Hand it to him and it may be crushed beyond comprehension.
Email it to him and it might become corrupted by a virus.
Sms it to him and it may be ignored or worse, forwarded.
Tell it to him and it may not be heard.

I believe. I need to believe.
china girl

Pointing North

These past few weeks, after being bitten by the vampire Edward (Eclipse) have been so much better. I'm out of my "depresssion" from finishing the 3rd Stephenie Meyer book - finally.

Everything seems so much brighter, sunshiny and... happy. I practically jump out of bed in the mornings and whistle a happy tune to work.

Why?

Wala lang.

Ok don't buy it nga.

I need to find which way to compass points though, until then, I wait with bated breath.

Jul. 13th, 2007

china girl

Literally Out of the Box

This is too funny!

Jul. 11th, 2007

china girl

Perfect Morning

9:00a.m. bumped into my all-time industry crush before a Client meeting
12:00 noon had the perfect brunch


yum.

Jul. 9th, 2007

china girl

What Transformer Are You?

I am Optimus Prime! hahaha
yahooo!!



Find out which Transformer you are at LiquidGeneration!
china girl

it's too late baby now its too late

We really did try to make it.
Bintan was strange. Fun factor was there and booze aplenty but some afterthoughts still left me with a bitter taste in my mouth.
An awakening to a reality that I tried to avoid but eventually collided with.
A week spent with strangers who shouldn't have been so.
Maybe I have moved on ...that is up until he had to speak.
Why did he have to bring it up? I thought I was leaving on a high.
Do I ignore him now or do I talk to him about it? I'm too tired to think.

Jun. 29th, 2007

ooh la la

Sing sing

Leaving tomorrow for Singapore/Bintan Lagoon Resort for Tasha and Kaks' wedding (five days of drunken stupor here I come! ok maybe 3 days and lotsa sun!) Finally get to go on a vacation, these past 6 months have been really stressful because of my Abuelita, but she's stable and getting better so I can take a break without losing my head (and heart) with worry =)

Cheers to RnR!

Jun. 27th, 2007

china girl

That's the way love goes

Thanks to Bianca for sharing =)


Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there - to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power, or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity, all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and to open your heart and eyes to little things.

Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own ! life and then go out and live it.

Jun. 26th, 2007

hope

"Natural Lang" Photo Exhibit

Completely blew my mind.










Show runs from June 23 to September 16 2007 at the Blank Space Gallery, 0431 Quirino Ave, Tambo Parañaque

By appointment (02) 851 2647

Directions: On EDSA, take overpass to Tramo. Right on Airport Road to Quirino (don’t turn left to domestic airport). Left on Quirino cross stop light- Seaside Drive just go straight (a bit of a ride). It’s beside A Barrel of Wine on left side of the road.

Click here for more info
china girl

When to let go

When does friendship end?
Throughout one's lifetime...we meet countless people, some of whom we just meet and greet, others who stay awhile, family friends, sons of titas, classmates, batch mates, friend of a friend, 6 degrees of separation people and some who become our best friends for life and sadly, some who we suddenly disconnect with or because of some incident or another become our enemies forever...some we grow into, and those we leave behind.

I don't believe in having just one best friend. I have a select group (mostly from high school and college days) simply because I think that each person plays a specific role in my life (as do I in theirs): career consultant, love coach, life coach, shoulder, little sister, mentor, inspiration, hug giver, laughter and lightness, religious brother/sister and conscience!

I guess its a bit strange but I'm suddenly feeling that I'm losing one of them. Maybe I've already lost her actually...but why don't I feel bad about it? She was one my closest friends all throughout highschool and college, but somewhere along the way of work and my getting closer to other people our connection was - broken? I'm not sure if that's the word because we DO still understand each other on a certain level. I wonder if its because she's been living in another country the past couple of years - add that to my living abroad too, maybe we just grew out of our friendship. Is this the end? another chapter perhaps?

Yes, I admit, nasasayangan ako...but at the same time - I don't feel anything.
Am I weird? I wonder if she feels the same way.
Or maybe we just need a break from each other.

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